Mad at everything

Okay let me first off say wow im very pissed off amdn upset that nobody is willing to help others in this world i understand that there is people who scam people but damn when people really need noone wants to him them because of bad people scamming more these days. You know what im fucking pissed off and would rather eat dirt than do that to someone and if they need it i would give my clothes off my back to help someone. Let me tell you about a year ago my sister in law didn't have any food and she came to me and asked if i would buy her some food for her and her kids and i i said i would be happy to do it cause she is family and even if she wasn't i still would because im that kind of an person. But my kids didn't have a Christmas either because i didn't have them money to buy them any thing in turn really makes me so damn mad that i could fall down a hole but I'm not.Because my family means alot to me. But hey my mom wouldn't even send me anything to buy for my kids either which makes me even more pissed off. But my dad is more like me that doesn't have alot of money and couldn't.