Worst Christmas ever

man this is the worst christmas for my kids and and family we couldnt have any hep from family nor friends i mean i have hope and faith but im about at my end but i guess its going to get alot better but we have to wait until march of next year to see what are outcome will be but i have a great feeling that we will be okay and my hubby doesnt think he will but i do and it just makes me so damn mad when he doubts it and i keep telling one day at a time.