Great day today

Well today is going pretty good so me and my hubby went and had our taxes done and lets just say its going to be a very nice shopping trip for me and my family as well as going on a family trip to somewhere other than here. But on the sad news my hubby oldest son has to pay in this year which really sucks but we are going to take care of him too. I can't wait until i get mine and do some damage to that money and yes im going to get some makeup and clothes as well as household and other items for not only me but my kids as well and we are going to enjoy it while we do it. hell to the yeah bring it on and the waiting sucks but hey i will be okay.

Mad as hell

For the past three days we have been put through hell and they keep coming over and making everything worst we are at our breaking point and im done with living here and just really want to move and get the hell out of here and to put things even worse his own dad is selling his house next door and moving and putting a trailer on the other protery for another guy not even his son damn i mean why would you do that he is your son. We gave him s piano and now he wants to give it back to us and i don't want it and don't need it. Im just at mt my end and need some away time with my family. So what would you i need some help.

What a Fucking day

I guess today was going good until after dinner then i get yelled at for making my own laundry soap and then i get yelled at for some of the dust to get into the unopen drink box wtf is matter im just trying to get me some laundry soap to where we can have clean clothes to where and shit im the one who bought the damn drinks if i choose to drop stuff in there i will so what the fuck does it matter to you anyway. Im just trying to make everyone not so pissed i guess that is to much to ask for next time i will just say no to everyone and just get what i want to get. I get you getting stressed the hell out so iam i what yelling at me isn't going to make it any better. The good lord will take care of us i know he will im just trying to save money as well. I feel very under appreciated and it just makes me want to yell and then walk away from it. But i have my kids to think about not me they mean alot to me more than me.

The day has been long and hard

Well the day has been good today. I just once would like to see how it would feel to bring in some income in so i can make me feel very pretty and take my daughter out and get our nails done and our hair done as well. But time will tell as well but hey as least i have my family and my health. But i keep making my youtube videos and need more people who can watch it. That would make me feel a little better too. I just feel that im letting my family down and its starting to where on me and as well as my hubby too. None of our family well help us and its annoying but hey lets keep my head up and keep making video's and keep writing on my blog as well. We are just barely keeping our heads above water with the help of my hubby oldest son working. Hey i have tried to get jobs but noone will call me back I understand i don't have any work history but that is why i keep trying to get a job in the first place. But to top it off my hubby has to go to the doctor on friday in which that costs money too that we have to find and come up with so we have to sell more of our stuff just to keep a float and pay the doctor. Just once i would like to to say to my hubby i will take care of that for you.

What a day this has been

Wow this day was going good until me and hubby and daughter went to the store to pick up some food and we got to the car and i help my daughter open the back door and then it decided it didn't want to close and now my hubby has to fix it and its cold outside which makes it worse i think im thinking what else is going to happen to me and my family but i will keep a positive thinking. Its hard at times with no family living close enough to you and you can't really do anything money wise. But its almost tax time again and then i will be happy for a short time thenwe will see how i feel after word until another day. bye but not forever

Damn Men

wow i wished i had more money to get things with its hard times but i guess i will make it through adn its pissing me off every time i get up then my hubby wants to yell at me and tell me that i have stuff to and when i put my hair in a bun im trying to look pretty no im not im just tying to get the hair out of my face sorry bud kiss my pretty white ass asshole but hey i got it cleaned. Why is it that men can treat you like shit but when you do it to them they hold against you all the damn time.

Taking a nap

Well today has been a great one went to church with my father-in-law and my daughter and had a great time. The came come and had some turkey and some potatoes.Well shorlty after that i went took a nap. Now i guess its been time to eat awhile and then we can go take a nap.

Learning to be a better person

Well the day has been good so far the day isn't over and we still have to get to take the cans down and get a little money for them. Then go to the store and pick up some stuff for our kids i don't need anything i have all i need for right now. I just love being around my hubby all day and then getting to make him food and take care of him and makes sure he has everything he needs and wants. But in return i need the same thing done for me as well as loving me. I just can't wait until we can start our move away with our kids and start having fun and start to live and enjoy what is around us and live off the grid and get rid of all the crap that they call worldly things cause we really don't need them cause most of the time they will break of over time stop working or just leave us. What would make this better would be that my daddy and rhonda could be closer to me and my family that would be awesome and we could spend alot more time together.

My daughter birthday gifts

Wow what a day it has been went to take my cans down to turn them in but they weren't there. But it says they are open but nobody is home. This is what pisses me off and can't even turn in my cans. I mean come on its my baby girls birthday what a awesome day. She got some awesome gifts had some cake icecream and awesome dinner to go with it.She even got something from her grandfather to as well. Just makes me mad that she couldn't get anything from her other grandmother wow she can get her other grandkids something but not mine. But i forgive her. Hell its been so cold can't really do anything outside if its going to be this cold at least it could snow a little. I'm at my end with all this damn money issues and trying to get my hubby disability which no wonder everybody gives up and goes back to work.My daughter even got something from her bff at school today which made her happy.

What the day will bring but happiest

Well today has been great so far who is to say how the rest of the day will go.But for now its awesome i have my little cute kittens playing with me. Have already feed my family some lunch which we had some leftover ribs and potatoes and corn which is always better the next day. Well now my kids are taking a nap and the weather isn't helping cause its cold and raining outside. all just do some dishes and some laundry and then clean some more in the living room and maybe bedroom. But who knows what this day will bring as of right now im at my happiest.Wow tonight has been a big ole grump fest with my hubby i mean just let it go and move on im tired of listening to it. Its rainy day and night as well as tomorrow to. Wow even supper was nothing but a stress fest with noone talking really if your that unhappy with someone just let them know i mean damn. I'm not going to be someone to be yelled at and I'm not going to take it either. I just wished just once something would go right but instead everything goes wrong very wrong. I have no money to fix thing its just bullshit and i have no way to leave and find a way to make it better and it just gets worse or i get blamed for everything. wtf is wrong with him just leave me the hell alone and stop blameing me for everything.i feel as if im in a room by myself with noone around me and i yelling but noone can hear me what to do what to do.

Enjoying the new year

Well im very happy as of right now and love being able to have fun with my family. I love watching tv and playing the games with them.Its been getting colder and love to have the fireplace. Just enjoying the new year so far. well we shall see what march will bring for my hubby and as i told him before that everything will be okay and he will get what he is asking for and he will make alot each month and we will get all that back pay too. We also have his doctor appointment on the 16 so much fun for him. I guess its time to go to bed for the night. As always talk to you later.