The day has been long and hard

Well the day has been good today. I just once would like to see how it would feel to bring in some income in so i can make me feel very pretty and take my daughter out and get our nails done and our hair done as well. But time will tell as well but hey as least i have my family and my health. But i keep making my youtube videos and need more people who can watch it. That would make me feel a little better too. I just feel that im letting my family down and its starting to where on me and as well as my hubby too. None of our family well help us and its annoying but hey lets keep my head up and keep making video's and keep writing on my blog as well. We are just barely keeping our heads above water with the help of my hubby oldest son working. Hey i have tried to get jobs but noone will call me back I understand i don't have any work history but that is why i keep trying to get a job in the first place. But to top it off my hubby has to go to the doctor on friday in which that costs money too that we have to find and come up with so we have to sell more of our stuff just to keep a float and pay the doctor. Just once i would like to to say to my hubby i will take care of that for you.