Great year ahead for me and my family

i think this year will be alot better for me and my family than last year. But hey im living day to day and living the fullest of my life with my family. I can feel that this year will be awesome and have a great time with my family and hoping we can put all this drama and the rest of the bullshit behind us and move on besides where have they been when we really needed them. but hey that is all im going to say about that. have a great year and enjoy the days to the fullest.

Mad at everything

Okay let me first off say wow im very pissed off amdn upset that nobody is willing to help others in this world i understand that there is people who scam people but damn when people really need noone wants to him them because of bad people scamming more these days. You know what im fucking pissed off and would rather eat dirt than do that to someone and if they need it i would give my clothes off my back to help someone. Let me tell you about a year ago my sister in law didn't have any food and she came to me and asked if i would buy her some food for her and her kids and i i said i would be happy to do it cause she is family and even if she wasn't i still would because im that kind of an person. But my kids didn't have a Christmas either because i didn't have them money to buy them any thing in turn really makes me so damn mad that i could fall down a hole but I'm not.Because my family means alot to me. But hey my mom wouldn't even send me anything to buy for my kids either which makes me even more pissed off. But my dad is more like me that doesn't have alot of money and couldn't.

Worst Christmas ever

man this is the worst christmas for my kids and and family we couldnt have any hep from family nor friends i mean i have hope and faith but im about at my end but i guess its going to get alot better but we have to wait until march of next year to see what are outcome will be but i have a great feeling that we will be okay and my hubby doesnt think he will but i do and it just makes me so damn mad when he doubts it and i keep telling one day at a time.

Helping for christmas

hi there im having some issues right now and i havent be able to get my kids anything for christmas and it just makes me sick to my stomach and my hubby cant really either and its just stressing me out to where i cant sleep at night and my step son is stretch out as it is but i know its not for me but for them. Shoot i didnt even get a tree this year and that makes me want to scream and some other issues but i wont get into that. All i can do is pray and hope for the best. I try to make videos on youtube but all i can get is a few views each time but im not going to give up. thanks again Jessica

New Beauty Blogger

well im new to this beauty blogger and if you guys and ladies are willing to help me and leave me feed back i would love that and i will keep you guys and ladies inform about it and how my progess is going well right nnow im having some issues but i will gt back on track. thanks and many great days jessica